How to survive at your teens

I'm sitting at the end of the classroom trying to concentrate on the quiz i have now above my desk, no success. Now that everyone has left the room, it's only me ... well almost, she's just waiting until i gave her this paper. The thing it's that this paper i'm filling with black circles provoke a insecure feeling in me. Many options to choose, i like a few, but no one convince me at all... i've been talking about these things with my mom, but she don't seems to care much( in my opinion )   -"It's just a time issue, and i'm sure that god will light on your head"
Well mom i can't keep waiting for god's light, everyone knows what their what to be, a couple of years they i'll be studying a moneymaking career. While i'll be i'm me house aging and "waiting for that ligh of god".

I should not question it too, since when God had intervened in vocational issues? Only in the case of the nuns and priests who had received "the call of the Lord". Anyway I do not think they have received such call.
 The time pass, and i would't like to delay much, first because i'm hungry and girls are waiting for me for lunch. Second i don't want my teacher to get mad at me. So in a rush i finish the last questions. I don't mind if the answers doesn't make sense with me, i wanna have lunch now. Nothing like food to forget existential crisis.